Day 8: Something you hate about yourself.

Hate is a strong word…and not an emotion that I feel on a daily bases….I really don’t hate anything about a ME!!! God made me perfect in his eyes…who am I to disagree? However if there is anything I would like to change about me, is my weight….Barely really reaching 5’5” ….I am a more than a few pounds than I should be for my height…After Zainey and my 4 yrs in College in the US….my weight loss battle… has become much harder…..

I’m continuously fighting a lose a battling….I will however become victorious in the near future….. so keep praying for me….

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Day 7: Your crush

LOL a CRUSH… like what the hell….do we still have crushes at this stage in our life…I would say no…until I met a certain gentleman..

Let me first use the urban dictionary’s a definition of a Crush:

One: A burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special.:

Two: painful experience, very common amoung middle schoolers (and high schooler’s and even adults to a lesser degree) that involves being obsessed with a member of the opposite sex (or the same sex, if u prefer), being attracted to them physically (most common), or emotionally- also called ‘puppy love’
also: the object of this affection

Well in my case…both definitions apply to me…Its a burning desire to be with someone….that you will never be with…thus resulting in the painful experience of having your heartbroken….

I met my crush through a mutual friend….she was always speaking about him…but I didn’t meet him until I made a pop-in visit by her house…I admit I was too shy to pay much attention to him then…after the introduction…we became tweeps ;)….Never judge a person by their tweets….so I sent on my bb pin….taking my time as I got to know him…I realized how much of a wonderful person he is…and eventually my feelings began to grow…He’s a capricorn…so I guess that’s that’s why we jelled so nicely…not to mention…he’s what one may define as my type…I’m a sucker for dark men…I sure am…and if you’re of slim or athletic built….u have just weakened my knees….he is all that and more…he stimulates me mentally….which  even if you don’t have  my “physically” requirements ….it draws you closer to the goodies 😉 . Apart from drawing my senses closer to his physical and intellectual attributes…. his personality also got another 5 stars….Each day as I spoke to him, some thing else I didn’t see before increased my intensity of my feelings for him…I want him so bad…

I wanted to feel the thrust of his body against mine…with his small muscular frame gripping my body, and tearing out my hair…while we kiss slowly….while I have only seen his well dressed attire….my eyes have seen right through his clothes….He’s to me one of the sexiest men….I have ever come face to face with….

I know you must be wondering….why the hell don’t you tell him…..but I have…and he’s very aware how I feel about him….but we have agreed to be just friends….though that was about 3 months ago….the urge and wanting that I discovered for him then….is still very much there today….

I’m sorry for the next guy that tries to date me….he has set the benchmark with such high standards…that I doubt I will never meet another that will fill his shoes….or even come close to it….

He’s perfect in my eyes…..

Day 6: A song that makes you cry.

Its funny how a song can make you cry….but music evokes emotion…this particular songs makes me cry….its speaks of death…and how we should value each day…..I cry because it was first associated with death of Neil…and every time I hear it….I think of him…surprisingly Neil and I weren’t very close at the time of his passing…but 10 years ago…I  actually met into my first car accident while Neil was driving…the irony is that it happened very similar to the accident that took him away from us….

Here’s to you Neil…Kris Allen: Live like we are dying

Lyrics:

Sometimes we fall down, can’t get back up
We’re hiding behind skin that’s too tough
How come we don’t say I love you enough
Till it’s to late, it’s not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won’t come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we’re all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you,
What would you wish you would’ve done

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we’ve been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that’s ticking
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution,
There’ll no one on the line, yeah

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we’ve been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that’s ticking
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

Like we’re dying, oh, like we’re dying..

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

You never know a good thing till it’s gone
You never see a crash till it’s head on
Why do we think we’re right when we’re dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it’s gone

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we’ve been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that’s ticking
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

Like we’re dying, oh, like we’re dying..

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying..

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Day 5: A photo of something you really hate.

My installation for day five… arrives a few hours late…..but as they say better late than NEVER…..This statement is right inline with what I hate DEATH…..

Once you have life death is inevitable…but it comes with so much hurt and pain…especially if its sudden…I won’t say untimely….as I believe that GOD has a blue print of  our lives…and when and how you die…when written from the first day you were placed on this earth…

Below is the best picture I found that represents DEATH!!!!

Day 4: A photo of you and your family.

So I made it before 12 o’clock my time…. the challenge continues DAY 4….my family is much lager than this….but these two mean the world to me…..

My Cuz Cindy in the background, Mummy, Zuzu and I at Mystic Mountain in March

Day3:A photo of you and your friends.

Sally, Me and Romone at Wet Wednesdays last year

A thunder strom…what next?

Yes boredom has taken over my mind…I hate staying indoors all day…not unless I’m sick of course….Today is no exception…I’m tempted to call @mamachel and drive around an take photos caused by the heavy rains…Don’t worry..I’m staying in…the police has warned us, we should stay in…I’m a bit stubborn but my life is far more important than an idle adventure…

I have not experienced much hurricanes or storms…Just Gilbert and Gustav is top of mind…I had just turned 7 when Gilbert passed and I remember I sat looking outside at the heavy rainfall and winds…a scary experience it was, Gustav wasn’t half as scary maybe because it wasn’t as strong…and I wasn’t 7 anymore….

When the rain falls…everyone just wants to get it in…but for those of us who can’t there are other things to do and have fun….

Below is my list:

  • Keep tuned to the news, gone are the days when the family was tuned to the battery operated radio stuck on RJR, though I believe they are very reliable news source.  We now have other mediums…  twitter, facebook, and the annoying broadcast messages…so however you choose to say on top of it…
  • Cook a hearty meal: Yes cooking can be fun…get a few friends or family and cook something you don’t normally eat on daily bases…rainy weather makes you hungry…I don’t know why it just does… I cooked fried dumplings with cornbeef and sweetcorn for breakfast….
  • Catch up on friends and family: take the opportunity to check your people in your life…especially the ones you haven’t spoken to in a while…with heavy rains like this..they are more likely to be at home….
  • Watch a movie: We aren’t going any where soon, sit down and watch a good movie… DVDs, cable and for those of us that has Flow..on demand is pretty cool.
  • Play dress up: Lol Yes I’m serious…take the opportunity and go through your closet and throw out what you don’t want…and match your separates…you’d be surprised to see some of your pieces that go so well together
  • Read a book: The peace and quiet and the relaxing sound of the rain is an almost perfect day to read a good book
  • Play games: Board games or cards games can be fun, especially if you have a large family…I sure would play a game of Monoploy right now…its easier to do this especially if JPS cuts the light….
  • Sleep: Rainy days are prefect to catch up on sleep…I think I will do that after I post this blog…
  • Social Media: Update your facebook profile, tweet and write in your blog obviously….

Hope you enjoyed my little fun list….so the next time there’s a thunder storm…you know exactly what to do….